So I entered the world of blogging because...

Well I must admit, in my spare time...or while at work I should say, I cruise the internet for infertility blogs. I read from the beginning, even if the blog started in 1997 (were there even blogs in 1997?) all the way to the present. Mostly to get to the end where she has the baby...FINALLY! I laugh and I cry all the way through, with people I don't know, about things that happened, sometimes, long ago. But I know. I know what that's like. I've lived it for 2 1/2 years. And I don't know if I'm done yet. But regardless, I've decided to start my own journey here...on the day I learned I was pregnant. Again. For the fourth time (note I have no living children...yet).

I could tell you all the horrific stories that got me to this place. But not today. Today is for joy. There is much to worry about later. Today I will simply be. Happy. For once. And remember this feeling for a lifetime.

I thank God for answering this prayer and not the one when I asked for a pony at age 6 instead :)